My girlfriend argues a lot with me. It’s almost as if she’s obsessed with arguing.. as if she likes it, draws energy from it… energies that are of course drawn from me… the process leaves me empty of energy, just wanting to die on some street with dog shit and rain on it. Expectations, expectations, high in the sky and unreasonable. Who gives a fuck? it seems she, at least, doesn’t.
I just went to the restrooms, and sat down, preparing to make my own brownies. I couldn’t help but notice that the door next to mine was locked (meaning somebody’s there, baking brownies). Anyway, The guy was kinda noisy, I could hear the pieces of brownie fall into the water, and a fart here and there…
On my part, I just froze. I couldn’t bake a single brownie. Now, I guess this is something subliminal, because as soon as the guy was done and gone, I threw a bunch of brownies into the void, and into the water. I bet this is kinda like what happens to females with Vaginismus (that’s when the vagina’s opening contracts so much that the male can not penetrate!). It is now clear (after much research, and I bet the research was led by a male scientist who had that problem with his wify) that this is a subliminal problem, and it’s being treated both using some kind of relaxant, and with a few meetings with a psychologist. So maybe what I have is kinda similar. I bet nobody is going to research this… 🙂
Today I found out that my roaming profile in Windows 2000 was partially erased.
I had pictures of my recent trip to the states, all gone. I had so many personal documents. all is gone now. how can I not hate Microsoft employees now?
Someone was there when the decision had to be made what to do with those files in radical situations. Someone made the wrong decision, which has led to my files being deleted. How can I like this company that has created a product that has practically wiped my most precious asset – my memories and my personal documents, which are considered part of my intellectual asset. I am so depressed now. Backups, as usual, are useless… Oh well, there goes another part of my life.
The previous part of my life that’s gone, is the army… I don’t remember much from my military period. I can only attribute this to localized and subliminally directed amnesia. I did not like it, to make things clear.
Well, there goes. I have to move on… wish me luck! I am formatting my PC, and installing Linux on it.
Basically, If I take the live journals of all 40k users on this system, and analyze its content, won’t I get a pretty vast knowledge base on human behavior? Now there’s an idea 🙂
When god destroyed the dinos, why do it with a meteorite? is this the extent of his power? or perhaps he was not alone, and did not want other entities around him to think he was not giving that race a chance? is this why cockroaches have survived? so that god shows this is not a monopoly, and that some have indeed survived?
I think this proves that god is not really a single entity, but a group of people, possibly large enough to even allow the casting of votes. I guess this group has voted off the dinosaurs, and in order for their own history pages to show that they were not ruthless, and just eliminated the planet altogether, they just made it hard for the species to survive by throwing a piece of snot (that meteorite was actually a huge snot ball) onto the earth.
This is my first entry in my journal. Will I keep doing this? Is it any good? what happens when there are many entries? we’ll see about that.